Ashley’s ;)

i love pat(:

I just got out of a mosh pit, don’t judge me.

The Need For Blood

today,

my name is

and i love

and

and

and

<3333

AND

I’d rather waste time on stupid crushes that will never go anywhere

then to be hurt again by someone I love

and I’m fine with that.

Church tonight at 7 (:

Ryan is going to be there!

Ryan= the greatest pastor of all time that moved to Cali like a year ago and everyone stopped going

including me.

but then I gave Samuel a chance.

and he’s not bad.

but Ryan is still the best.

Church is going to be SO packed tonight.

miserable at best

“this will be the first time in a week

that I talk to you

and I can’t speak

it’s been three whole days since I’ve had sleep

cause I dream of her lips on your cheek

and I got the point the I should leave you alone

but we both know that

I’m not that strong 

and I miss the lips that made me fly”

& the hardest part is letting go.

I love Beaners

/Biggby’s.

whatever.

PROOF:

3 MORE DAYS

THIS IS THE DRIVE THERE/BACK:

Now That We’re Done

“She’s just a friend, you see
You always agree
You know I lie but you still trust me
And you believed with so much hope
But I’m the one that let you go

You still call my phone
Cause you still want me
I’ll tell my friends you’re so annoying
You’ll cry and curse when you’re alone
But laugh and flirt when we’re on the phone”

i think i’ve listened to that song over 100 times in the last 24hours.

I’ve lost my best friend and my (ex)boyfriend and it sucks.

His new “friend” added me yesterday on myspace and started telling me how much they love eachother and how they’re best friends and i never was good enough for him.

I called him yesterday, and his mom made him talk to me,

and I really didn’t get any answers as to why he hasn’t talked to me in almost a month.

I actually might have if I stopped crying/screaming at him.

I don’t know,

I hate losing him.

it sucks.

anyway,

I’m going to make a happy post in like 5 minutes because this makes me sound super emo or like I overreact all the time..

<3

I love weekends.

Also,

I’m so cultured it’s insane.

Friday my friend Janna and I drove all the way to Ann Arbor to go to a book signing.

we met John Green (author of Looking For Alaska, An Abundance of Katherines, and Paper Towns!)

and his brother Hank

and his wife.

and we also saw this Adam kid off youtube.

and it was all very surreal.

Saturday we saw The Music Man! It was actually the best play ever. Although I’ve never seen a play before..

Damon (stocker @ PSP) was in it and he was HILARIOUS.

but mostly I was focused on “Timmy”

mmmmmm.

Sunday I worked..

but I also finished Looking For Alaska and wrote my poem for College Writing.

Me=CULTURED. !

Last weekend is going to be the polar opposite of this weekend. 

Friday=ALL TIME LOW/MAYDAY PARADE CONCERT! :D:D:D:D:D seriously.

Saturday= Sleeping/Party day.

Sunday= Work and Forever the Sickest Kids/Cobra Starship concert

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

PICTURE FROM BOOK SIGNING:

I’m pretty sure I had WAY too much fun(:

haha.

Jeremy

So best friends (Angie & Elisa) and I decided it would be an excellent idea to prank phone call a bunch of random people(sorry if you were one of them) last night.

After prank phone calling —- and —— and some guy named Country,

we decided to call this kid in my 3rd hour gym class (who I honestly don’t really know at all, except for his name)

andddddd long story short they told him my FULL name and he’s going to talk to me today.

in gym.

a-w-k-w-a-r-d?

plus, his half brother is apparantly Nate Harter and he hates Angie and Elisa.

haha.

and we talked to him too on the phone

it was super weird,

and I hope no one reads this and tells him,

because it’s already weird enough.

I’m not a creeper, I promise.

We’re all not (:

we just like to call random people and joke around.

it just gets weird when the person knows who you are

and is in your next hour.

and makes Pearl Jam get stuck in your head on a daily basis..

xx

Zoning out..

I zone out all of the time.

and then I don’t even realize it until 2 or 3 minutes later.

Sometimes, I zone out on people.

and sometimes, it can get pretty embarrassing ..

especially when people realize you’re staring at them, but DON’T realize you’re zoning out.

yeah.

yeah I don’t want to talk about it anymore.

I’m not completely finished with my page(iPhone 3G) but I don’t know what else to add to it.

“I love TapTap (the app)” andddd “I don’t even have an iPhone but my parents do and I loveee it?”

whatever.

I got PopTart all over the desk/my hands.

This is probably why I shouldn’t eat in the computer labs.

I decided that I’m not going to read Twilight until the movie comes out

I don’t know why,

I just don’t want to read the book and then the movie will ruin it.

So.

Yeah.

I was supposed to go see FTSK on the 23rd..

but now I have to work apparently because my manager(Stacey) is stupid and fired a really good stocker.

aka the hottest stocker

but oh well.

I <3 my work,

it’s so ridiculous.

and it’s weird that I love it but I do.

AMBER/OLIVIA/ME/OTHER PEOPLE in this class :

yes, i am the only one looking at the camera.

haha.

xx