Ashley’s ;)

Now That We’re Done

“She’s just a friend, you see
You always agree
You know I lie but you still trust me
And you believed with so much hope
But I’m the one that let you go

You still call my phone
Cause you still want me
I’ll tell my friends you’re so annoying
You’ll cry and curse when you’re alone
But laugh and flirt when we’re on the phone”

i think i’ve listened to that song over 100 times in the last 24hours.

I’ve lost my best friend and my (ex)boyfriend and it sucks.

His new “friend” added me yesterday on myspace and started telling me how much they love eachother and how they’re best friends and i never was good enough for him.

I called him yesterday, and his mom made him talk to me,

and I really didn’t get any answers as to why he hasn’t talked to me in almost a month.

I actually might have if I stopped crying/screaming at him.

I don’t know,

I hate losing him.

it sucks.

anyway,

I’m going to make a happy post in like 5 minutes because this makes me sound super emo or like I overreact all the time..

<3